I know it's not traditional. My boyfriend and I have only been together for 3 months, dating for 4, known each other for about 8. I've never felt the way that I do with him with anyone else before. The day that I met him I feel like my body knew before I did that he was what I had been looking for.
But I know that he's been engaged once before and it ended very badly. I also know that it took him 8 years to pop the question to her.
But I know that I want my grandmother to see me walk down the isle, and given that she's 85 years old she very well might not be around in 8 years.
But I know that he's a bit of a traditionalist in some ways and he might not be the most receptive to me being the one to ask him.
But I know that this is not just a fling for me. This is very much different from any other relationship that I've ever had and I know I want to marry him.
Despite only having dated for 4 months so far, we've already had plenty of serious conversations. One of them being about the prospect of getting married, something we've agreed that we both want and that we want it with each other even going so far as talking about where we would get married, the type of wedding we would have, the type of venue we would use, what we would do for lodging, who we would ask to officiate the ceremony, so on and so fourth.
I'm thinking of proposing to him on our upcoming Trip in February which is just after Valentine's day. Thoughts?