So as young girls we all have our wedding day planned out in our head. Then we grow up and realize... "That costs too much!!" I have been very apathetic about the whole wedding planning because I'm just settling rather than getting what I truly want. We have about 120 people we are inviting have to invite. I have a budget of 8k and don't have very much left and it leaves me scratching my head trying to figure out how we are going to even afford our honeymoon. I know that it affects my FH because he doesn't see me very excited about it, he only see's me stressed about it. How do I get over not having my dream wedding?