I don't even know how to start.... I'll just say it bluntly. I don't want anything to do with planning a wedding. I hate even thinking about it. No offense to anyone that has planned a beautiful wedding and loves doing it, I actually applaud you. I wish I have the drive. I'm just not interested in doing it at all. Anything wedding related that my friends ask me about I'm just like "ughhhh I don't careee" ... They want to talk and talk and talk about it and I couldn't care less. I've told my fiancé this, and that I would rather just go to the court house on our date but he isn't falling for it. He wants a "wedding"... To me it's lame. And he isn't the one having to plan everything so it's easy for him to say that. My mom is all for helping me, it's just me. I seriously don't care about it. I want nothing to do with the planning process. Our wedding day could come and if nothing is planned I wouldn't care....
I don't know why I feel this way, and don't know what to do :/
