November 2020 Wedding Postponement due to Covid-19 :(

I just need to vent... My fiance and I talked about our options and ultimately decided that postponing is necessary (I didn't want to but felt I had no other option). This will be the second time that we have postponed (1st time due to pregnancy (Oct 2019) and now due to the pandemic (Nov 2020). We now have a date in March 2021 set but I cant help but feel like it is never going to happen. I feel so defeated and have basically stopped planning completely. My fiance is acting like nothing is wrong. I just don't know what to do or how to feel anymore...