I had that same problem. I absolutely thing those dresses are gorgeous. The only place I’ve seen it is on Amazon, and the customer photos make me feel pretty confident that the dress will not look as good as it does in that photo. Search Amazon for the Marsen split V neck chiffon gown.
These dresses are custom made from Australia and cost about $1000 to make and ship to the states. I tracked down the designer and talked to her . If that’s in your price range, I can find her name and contact info for you.