Just need to vent

23 days before our wedding and I am pretty much over the whole thing. I'm tired of all of the planning. Things have become so stressful lately. I have one bridesmaid not speaking to me because of a falling out that had nothing to do with me! A flower girl who has YET to try on her dress. An usher who has YET to order her and her son's (who is a page) attire. And another usher who half responds to my texts and questions. People keep forgetting the date, even though I sent out invites, we have a wedding website, and a Facebook page. My vision for my reception isn't going to happen now because some of the people who said they would help, dropped out. Amongst a slew of personal life issues going on, I'm not sleeping and I'm exhausted raising my 2 year old grandson. All while trying to recover from having surgery 3 weeks ago. I need to get away, to not have to make any more decisions, a full night's sleep, some peace and quiet! But it's not going to happen.... wishful thinking.