Destination wedding planning

Hey everyone. I just wanted to vent. I am super frustrated right now. We are just trying to make the decision of moving forward with wedding planning. We have been engaged for 3 1/2 years. Originally we were just going to have a wedding in our home state. Then before we booked stuff, we were thinking maybe an elopement in Ireland would suit us. Then we were thinking a micro wedding in Vermont. Well for the past year and a half we finally decided on a small wedding in Jamaica (up to 40 guests total). We have put deposits down on our photographer, videographer, hair and makeup, wedding planner, and our venue which is a private villa. We also have booked our flights (which are fully refundable) We have been so excited, but then the Omicron variant emerged and now there are talks of WW3 and I'm just so sad that I just want to elope. Just my fiance and I and no one else. I am worried to keep putting down deposits and just waiting for our wedding to come around is frustrating. I just want to be married at this point! Haha. We've been together for 9 years (our wedding day will be 10 years on the day we started dating) and I'm getting antsy and impatient at this point.