Cancel the reception? Sept/oct brides help!

My wedding is set for October and I’ve been going back and forth trying to decide what I’m going to do since the paramedic is still happening, I thought it may still happen since we were slowly move towards normalcy .. we were supposed to move into a new phase however it appears the “safe at home” order here in California is indefinitely :/ I’m starting to feel more worried now and feel I need to make a move. In all honesty I’m considering to just forget the big reception and just get married at the court, but that’s not how I envisioned it to be, we have two young kids and they were both so excited about the wedding too so I feel bad just completely canceling, it’s important for me to have a celebration with friends and family.. We’ve been together 15 years and had finally made the decision to have our wedding, so to me waiting another year seems silly, but there were other things we really wanted to pursue the next year so post poning the wedding would push everything back.
At this point I’m a mess with my choices and thoughts.