I know there is a list but i have gone through what seems like hundreds and nothing seems right... my father and i had a rough relationship (read that abusive) but he has gotten help and is trying very hard to rebuild the realtionship we didnt have ... i really dont want a song like i loved her first or others like that because that just reminds me of him NOT being there for me. I am sure there is something out there if you have any ideas they would be greatly appreaciated thanks