I really want to feel like a bride and have a wedding but I really can't make myself spend the money on a wedding when we wanna buy a house sometime in the next year. I just found out that the place I was gonna have it (outside by a river) is closed on the day I want so its gonna be at the courthouse. I have a dress with a long train and im thinking I might feel strange walking around in it. I might also see about finding something simple and white. I just can't make up my mind.