OK I'm ready to admit it - I'm beaten down. I've taken so many wedding-related punches from all sides that this just isn't fun anymore. People keep asking me if I'm having a wonderful time planning and I'm at the point where I can't fake the smile anymore and just want to say "No, I'm pretty miserable actually." I normally have a thick skin but 15 months of punches has just been too much - and I still have four months to go! FH is wonderful and is trying to be as supportive as possible but he's getting tired of the punches too and of me being in a yucky mood from the hits I'm taking. We miss being happy and fun, like we were before we were planning a wedding. I'm not concerned about marrying him, I'm just not sure how I'm going to survive the next few months without crying myself to sleep most nights. There's just nothing left for me to give. I'm not sure how to handle this all and you ladies are always so amazing I know I can't be the only one feeling this crappy.
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