Uncertainty....postponing, cancelling, ughhhhhhhhhhh.

I just want to say I'm so sorry for those that have had to cancel, postpone, etc. I know we have no control over this, and we are lucky to be healthy, to have weddings at all, etc, but can we take a second to collectively whine and say UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. My wedding is May 22....just an elopement, us 2 at an Inn. We purposely did this so there would be no stress and there hasn't been, till now. Everything is completely up in the air, with some saying it'll blow over by then and others saying it'll peak exactly then. The uncertainty is making my anxiety spiral out of control, but taking it one day at a time. I've seen so many people have to postpone and my heart just breaks for you