Officially cancelled our reception. Super bummed

Hi all. Hubby and I got married on our OG date of 10.10.20 in a courthouse ceremony but postponed our reception to 2/13/21. Just sent out all the emails (except for one) to cancel it. Dancing wouldn’t be allowed nor congregating on the dance floor so we don’t want to pay $3k for a dinner!


I’m just super bummed because this was obvs not what I was envisioning when wedding planning this past January! Hubby doesn’t always understand either. He says but at least we’re married. You got to wear your dress, we took our photos and we spent it with our closest family. Of course I’m so excited to be married and say I finally have a husband but i feel like its different for women. We dream about this day for years and for it to be switched around in a matter of months is something difficult for me to cope with. We didn’t do a first dance, i didnt dance with my father and we didn’t cut our cake.
Anyways I felt like i could vent here with other women who understand what i’m going through. I don’t want to cancel our wedding cake though lol. I was so excited for how its going to look. I kind of just want it shipped to our house and we’ll send it out to people nearby. Lolol trying to make the best of it i guess.