October Bride *need to vent*

October bride here and honestly so depressed at going forward (if we can go forward with our 75 people wedding weekend) with everyone in masks, changing the entire seating, potentially not having family members and friends come because they're overseas (we're talking my mother also) and not being able to hug or be near anyone?! Trying to do hair and makeup with masks, dancing, having dinner separated, taking pictures with masks?! 😢That sounds awful and depressing! We planned a wedding weekend so that we could have friends and family close and have lots of fun hanging out as well as for the wedding. I'm so distressed about it all. My fiance is being amazing and making all sorts of suggestions on what we can do and all I feel is heartbroken because he's trying and I just can't wrap my head around all of that! I really did just need to share with my fellow, particularly October, brides. This all sucks!! Thanks for letting me vent!