help my wedding is 5 months away

I am on the same page as you! Do you have a checklist? That's what I am using!

Calm calm calm. I'm 4 months out and haven't booked a florist or photographer yet (should be done in the next couple of weeks though). Regardless, as long as you have deposits, I'd just worry about saving the final amounts to pay off vendors when the time comes.

I gave up DIYing. That was too stressful.

Don't freak out. As long as you have a venue, officiant, and your FS you have everything you need to get married. As long as you have food, drinks, and chairs for all of your guests, you have everything you need to host a reception. Anything else is extra. You've got this!

I'm 3 months away and doing the same thing. I've been over my checklist a thousand times. Just go over it again. It might just be nerves.

Go through your checklist and breathe. For the DIY stuff, call a friend or your mom and put them on speaker while you just sit down and DO IT. I find chatting with someone makes the time fly even when I am working on tedious things.

Honestly I feel behind. I am not focusing on the wedding right now. I got completely sidetracked with just trying to stay afloat in a toxic work environment.