Fall wedding postponed to Feb

Ugh I am so sad for having to postpone our wedding from Nov 7th 202 as this date held a special meaning for us... FH was adamant about it do to the Covid cases are on the rise again here in Florida. I have planned for almost 2 yrs buying this and that for decorations, center pieces and so on but all of it leans towards a fall theme.. pine cones, maple leaf table numbers, white pumpkins and so forth.. Now we are getting married in Feb and I just don't have it in me to even try to think of a new theme.. idk if it will be weird having fall like theme in Feb or if I should change it up... I feel like I've wasted money if I change the theme. This covid stuff has messed up so many weddings this year... P.S. I don't want to postpone till Nov 2021.. I am ready to get this wedding over and marry my soulmate.. I would just cancel it if I wouldn't lose money from non-refundable deposits and also FH WANTS to have a wedding.. we've both been married before but he never had a wedding 😢 Thanks for letting me rant