I will say first off I am still 100% sure I want to marry my fiance, but the choices we have made for our wedding I am starting to doubt. I loved my dress when I ordered it, but haven't seen yet and feel a knot in my stomach that I didn't choose the right dress. Same thing with our venue. My fiance and myself wanted a barn/farm wedding and I don't know if I consider our wedding venue that. It is a farm, but not so much barn. We have paid a deposit and some money already to the venue and signed the contract.
I fell in love with another venue, but we said no to it, because my fiance's brother was supposed to get married there this year, but we found out at christmas that they decided to go somewhere else for their wedding. We had already signed and started paying our current venue. I just can't help but think that we made the wrong decision for our venue. Everyone I talk to says our venue is beautiful, which it is, but I just want my wedding to be as amazing as possible.
