Covid brides - can we all just cry together??

I am in need of some positivity. My wedding is 11/14/20.. and all I feel is a cloud over my head about the actual wedding day with everything going on. I feel like I can’t get excited bc I don’t want to get my hopes up and I’m so angry this is happening and we all can’t have the day we’ve always thought about. I’m so mad!! It’s so unfair. I’m sad that some people won’t come bc of this. I’m sad that I may have to change plans. I’m 38. I still want kids. Post-poning isn’t exactly ideal. I’m a mess. Can anyone relate or please try and help me see the silver lining?? 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼