Am i crazy for making my own wedding cake?!

The cake is definitely beautiful. Perhaps to make it easier on yourself, you could make the cakes in advance and freeze them, so all you have to do later is assemble and decorate. I would also consider waiting a little longer to put them on the cooling rack or just flip them out of the pan onto a plate to avoid the grid pattern on the top of each tier.

I don't think you're crazy. I wish I could make my own!! Here is mine, but with more purple flowers than the pink

my cake (but with more purple)

Yes, exactly what I was going to say.

Although, I will admit that I hadn't noticed the grid marks until Caytlyn pointed them out!! But I can sympathize, as I bake a lot myself, and most of my cakes end up looking like that (before I frost them), because that's what happens when you put a just-out-of-the-oven cake onto a cooling rack! lol