a third wedding dress?

Ok y’all, tell me I’m crazy so I can stop thinking about it and move on! When I went dress shopping I took the family (sister who is my MOH, mom, FMIL, and step FMIL) it was a great day and I picked a pretty dress. I woke up the next morning in tears, overwhelmed, looking at Pinterest dresses thinking I jumped the gun and just bought something under pressure. Mom and I went again alone and I picked a different dress. Beautiful, different from the first one. I still didn’t have the “AH HAH!” moment, but I felt beautiful and elegant. I bought that dress and cancelled the first order. Now here I am, months later, thinking about my dress and wondering if there are any changes I can make to it to fall in love with it. It’s flowy and not poofy, I keep thinking about a tulle skirt, wanting to float like a princess. Then I look at pictures of my dress the day I bought it and remember how I felt in it. I don’t look at other dresses online or in stores. I just see friends/family with these gorgeous dresses and seem to think mine isn’t as elegant and grand as my wedding dress should be? I know that sounds crazy, but I can’t help but think “what if..” And I can’t help but think “well I’m throwing this big party and it’s my one day, I want to look like a rockstar!” I’ve tried my dress on at home, and even though it’s isnt altered to fit perfect yet I just don’t love it when I see it in my closet. Maybe I need to wait to try it on in store again when alterations come? Has anyone else had feelings like this? Attached a pic of the dress.