Greyash

Well, my FH and I met at work, I was a receptionist and he was one of the tech guys. I had been working there fro about 2 months before we met, and it wasn't until I got promoted to helping with disputes did I meet him. When I first met him, I thought he was amazingly sweet, generous, kind, and charming. We exchanged IMs and we would IM all day long, chit chatting about everything under the sun. After a while we started going out to lunch together w/ other coworker friends, then it turned into doing something with friends on Friday night, then it turned into hanging out on the weekends w/ out friends, and I started driving him home. And well one day, as with most days, we would go to the park and walk around at lunch time, we decided to hang out in the car and just relax for our lunch. Then he asked me to cuddle w/ him. And I have no idea why I wasn't suspicious, probably because I liked him a lot! Then it started to rain and he ran his hands through my hair, and caressed my face and kissed me. It was adorable. Then came the ride home. He seemed uneasy and nervous, so I asked him what was wrong, and that's when he told me. He explained how he really liked me but didn't want to ruin our friendship, and he didn't think he was ready for a relationship, blah blah blah. So I of course was crushed. I didn't talk much the whole way to his house and when he got out of the car, he gave me such a sad look, I even to this day hate that look! So over the course of a week, we tried to get past it and I brought it up a few times asking what it was that was wrong, and if there was something I could do. Then when we got to the park for lunch we both decided to just hang out in the car again since it was hot w/ the air on. I was just leaning back in my seat dozing and him in his. And out of no where I feel him getting closer to me so I opened my eyes and he kissed me again. So at this point I was like "What the hell?" then he told me he really liked me and he did want to start dating and that we should take it slow, blah blah blah. Haha. So after six months I moved in with him and his roommate and we just celebrated our 2nd anniversary in March 2010, and our wedding will be on our 3rd anniversary.