Wedding nightmares!

I haven’t had a wedding nightmare since the summer until last night. So much happened in this dream it was so realistic I woke up in panic. The day of I realized I didn’t pack my wedding shoes and ended up using open toed nude heels that I’ve in real life gotten rid of because they are damaged in the front and that is all I had😩. The only other pair of shoes were my reception shoes which were bright red(would never buy red wedding heels, they were so club like) I didn’t buy the right dress for because I had changed my mind and forgot to return them. My fiancé saw me as I was putting my shoes on and I couldn’t stop crying because we aren’t doing first looks and I was so disappointed though he tried comforting me lol. We’re also writing our own vows and I didn’t have mine written and was frantic. I was in a completely different venue, I pulled up by myself in my car(my regular car at that) and the wedding party was already lined up, bridesmaids didn’t have their bouquets and no music was playing. It was so disorganized it was super disappointing. I had to tell someone! Thank you for letting me vent lol