Hi everyone. I found out yesterday that our wedding venue has cancelled all 2020 weddings and my fiance and I were heartbroken. We had already talked extensively about plan B (a small ceremony at my parent's house), but it was still so heartbreaking to be told our dreams weren't going to happen, rather than deciding that for ourselves. We had originally talked about doing a larger party next year to celebrate and renew vows, but now I am just so emotionally drained that a big part of me just wants to do the small ceremony and not re-schedule the wedding, and use the money we have saved for a house. Luckily all of our vendors will be able to give us our money back or give us a credit.
I struggle with this because I want the wedding of my dreams, but a part of me already feels like those dreams have been taken away, and I'm not sure I can have these same feelings of fear and uncertainty for another year.
Anyone feeling the same way?