So here's the thing my boyfriend and I are not engaged yet one day I came home and told him I booked a date for our wedding 11/11/11 he said oh we joked about it for a bit he finally said I guess he told his mom but said well if we dont have the money were not getting married I really think this will be the year (mind u I though the last 2 years were my years lol) I really am afraid ill be disapointed and he ois so hard to read. I love him so much but afraid we won't financially be able to pull it of as I am not and have not been working due to illness so just 1 income coming in. I guess I just needed to vent. Just a little stressed out, worried and depressed.
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