So, I'm crazy...and getting the nerves

Wedding is April 24. I've been back and forth on make up services. My maid of honor is having major skin problems. She's working with a derm, but she's in a major purge for 3 months now. I dont want her to feel self conscience. I want her to feel like a million bucks and confident. I just found a vendor that has my date available. I'll do my trial early April, hopefully. Waiting on contract.
I just emailed my venue a 4 paragraph deal detailing everything, asking stuff etc. Its 1030 on a Friday night. I keep thinking of stuff late at night. Like seriously?! I'm excited, but I really just want to go back to normal work stress. No more wedding, doing reporting for work, planning a spring break for my senior kids and then figuring out a damn honeymoon all in one deal. Are little things pissing you off as the date draws nearer? I just broke up with my gym because they're charging for other things.

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