Postponing after you’ve bought your dress

My wedding is scheduled for October 4, 2020. I’m in So Cal in my venue is closed and mostly likely will not open by October. Not to mention our governor just put us back to stage one *insert eye roll*. Today I received confirmation that my dress has shipped which made me for the first time break down and cry.


I’m 44 and have waited so long to get married to only feel like it’s all a big joke. Like you’re getting married naw just kidding. I’m looking for another venue that would allow me to host, I’m even considering my backyard. My question is has anyone postponed their day for a year and have their dress already? Are you worried about it not fitting?