Nightmares

I had my first wedding planning nightmare last night. Backstory: my mom hasn't been able to go dress shopping for my sister or me the first time, and I'm giving her the experience this weekend. I'm not really looking forward to it simply because I'm a fat girl.
The dream: so I was riding around with my dad, fh, and the kids when I got a call from my mom telling me she's not going shopping with me because my grandmother doesn't want to. (Fine with me! Grandma can sit her judgemental rear end home idc!!) But I got really upset about it. Like REALLY upset. My dad was going to go home with my mother and grandmother that night (they're not together but he travels with mom whenever she comes to visit Tennessee from upstate new york) and I was also mad about that. My dad was trying to comfort me and I walked away (I never do that. Not from dad!) And fh came after me asking what's wrong, I explained, he said "I thought you didnt wanna go shopping with your mom anyways?" I said "I don't but it still hurts!! So I guess I kinda do!" Then the dream skips to me walking into some rando shop that has like 3 people inside it (I swear this place was the size of an airplane bathroom!) And I went picking out different dresses with fh. Then I woke up.

Interpretation: apparently I'm really wanting to shop with my mom tomorrow, even though I'm not really looking forward to it. She's not an easy woman to hang out with. I love her and would do almost anything for her but short bursts. Also, im.stressed out lol