My mom died in July of last year and it was so sudden. We were close and she was so excited to see me get engaged and extremely excited about the wedding. I am 63 days away from getting married, and as I'm starting to finalize details, it's starting to hit me that she won't be there or see her first grandchild be born in July. So now I find myself breaking down a little more often (though we can also blame pregnancy hormones for some that as well). I sometimes walk away from whatever project I'm working on for a few hours, especially when my fiancee is at work and I can't call him (he was my biggest support system when she passed as I had to be the support for my sister and dad during that time They were inconsolable).
So I have a question for those who have been through something similar. How often did you lean on your fiancee and/or bridal party when a wave of grief hit you?? And when that grief did hit, what did you do to help you get through it?
