Like so many brides, I made the decision to postpone my July 2020 wedding until July 2021. I sent out postponement cards 6 weeks before the wedding date because it took us a while to judge that re-opening was not going to go well enough for us to continue with the wedding we wanted. As an older bride who's been in dozens of weddings and have enthusiastically supported so many other brides, I have been devastated that it didn't work out like I had hoped. Even with the new date in 2021, I feel like I lost something in this pandemic.
Imagine my surprise when I got a baby shower invitation in the mail from my cousin for MY PREVIOUS WEDDING DATE!!!! Yes, my bad luck and devastation of a pandemic wedding date conveniently freed up a day for her baby shower. When I made the gut-wrenching decision to postpone my wedding, it was largely due to family who wouldn't be able to make it or wouldn't feel safe. She wouldn't have gone to the wedding due to her pregnancy, my grandmother was scared for her health, so I postponed. Now all those family members I are re-routed to her party. It's now her day and her gifts. My grandmother isn't worried at all about her health and safety anymore for the shower, just the thought of a wedding was scary for her.
The audacity of my cousin to then use the same frickin' date for her baby shower is rude, insensitive, and inappropriate. I know I am the one who chose to postpone my wedding, but that action was motivated out of love and concern for my family. It was not an easy decision to make. It should not have been seen as an opportunity for a different party on that day. Pregnancies are 40 weeks, could she seriously not have picked any other day? My mind is whirling- was my cousin hoping my wedding would be ruined so she could have her shower? Is she glad my wedding is postponed so that more people will go to her event? Sure she probably didn't even think it would be an issue, but seriously could no one else in my family consider my feelings and how having a family event on the same day as my wedding would be hurtful to me?
I don't expect anyone to go into mourning on my failed wedding date and I didn't hold any grudges against family for not wanting to go to a Covid wedding. But to co-opt my wedding guest list and have a family party in your own honor on my failed wedding is a new level of jerk.