Wedding planning is driving me completely bonkers, and I haven't even actually started yet because I don't know what to do. I actually freak out when my FMIL asks me anything about the planning because I have nothing new to tell her or anything to tell her for a matter of fact.
So me and my FH got engaged in December of 2018 which ideally would give 'me' plenty of time to plan this whole thing, since our wedding is September 16 of this year. Well I was totally wrong the idea of planning it is driving me crazy. I get anxiety attacks from it and do not want to do any planning at all. And now i am seriously running low on time we are at a little less then 250 days now. n
All I have been able to figure out so far is a guest list of about 25 people at max. Because we are doing a DW i only know for a fact that we are having 17 people there including us and our son. I know we are having it in Myrtle beach. I am still deciding on which beach house to rent for us and the definite 14 other people. And I know I want it in beach themed colors. I have also sort of made my decision for food which is doing a pasta type bar. We are making the food ourselves. ( I don't care if people think that is wrong or whatever your opinion isn't needed. We have turned our wedding into and all expense paid family vacation for both our families. So we're not wanting to spend money to cater less then 20 people)
Anyways from there I am absolutely lost. I don't even understand what all needs to be planned. Since everything I see online seem to be to plan these great big grand weddings and we are pretty much doing a back yard wedding just in a different state. Please help me.
