I feel terrible about my weight. I had precancer in my uterus and needed hormones and I blew up to a whopping 275lbs! We were set to be married this year in September but I just don’t even want to go thru with it at this weight. Not enough time to lose 100lbs healthily.
Half of me wants to postpone it so that I can feel better about myself and my day. The other half of me says that’s ridiculous and “it’s me and he loves me, and it’s not about your weight”
I feel like even if I postpone the wedding I may not even lose the weight so it could all be for absolutely nothing. I mean I’m addicted to food.....and have been heavy my entire life so it’s like a whole life change now....
We’re trying to buy a house, he’s going to into police academy too!! I think I want to do this wedding this year and focus on the rest of the stuff next year but idk..
Any advice is appreciated......💕