I've been so anxious and stressed and today I realized why. Everyone is excited for the big day and rightly so. I am planning a pretty dope party but, its just me doing all the planning. FH says he's going to help but, he is a major procrastinator. His procrastination is just adding to my stress and loneliness. He asked me why I was stressed and I told him I felt overwhelmed. He asked me what he could do to help and I literally typed up a list of things he has taken ownership of over the past 12 months and hasn't done anything with. He said "Thanks, I'll get right on this"...That was two weeks ago. Still nothing. There are even times when I am working on wedding stuff and he acts like I'm ignoring him....We have 51 days!!!!!! I am not a procrastinator and I will not be waiting until the last minute to get things done for our WEDDING. Most of my friends are either already married or not planning to get married ever. I'm in this alone and its so sad. I really just want this part to be over. FH keeps telling me this is supposed to be fun. I don't see how at this point. I'm just kinda slowly running out of steam and getting to the point where if its not done...it won't be done. Thanks for reading to my rant. Anyone else feeling this way?
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