i don’t like my wedding venue

I was originally planning in the old courthouse in Yanceyville, NC. It’s a beautiful building and I know people who got married there. The reception was supposed to be at caswell pines golf course. Thanks to the pandemic, you can’t have more than 10 people in the courthouse right now. Mandates are still ongoing in NC, and many other areas also I know. So I ended up booking this old red barn, Coleman Barn. It’s also close to my house. But now I hate it. It looks just tacky. They do have a beautiful ceremony sight in front of a pond and all but the benches don’t look very good for seating. There’s also no good options if it decides to rain on my wedding day. The barn is ugly inside and small and you can’t really fit anyone inside. The tables for reception go around the porch outside and under the extra shelters they have built. One of those shelters is for dancing. But I don’t like it. I’m about to have a melt down. I didn’t really want a barn wedding in the first place. I just couldn’t find anywhere else. I wish I hadn’t have given my deposit already. I really hate it. I know I should have just waited for the pandemic to end and mandates to be lifted now. Maybe I’m just losing my mind because of stress. I’ve been so stressed trying to plan for June 2021. Can I make this work? Am I wrong to be having these doubts?