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Cheska
Beginner July 2020

i don't know how to feel

Cheska, on September 23, 2019 at 12:46 PM Posted in Planning 0 5
Okay, to start the discussion. Me and my fiancé are been together for almost 6 years. 3 1/2 living together. I've been planning, imaginig, dreaming our wedding since day 1 of our relationship. LOL! (call me crazy)
Now, we've been engage since June 21, 2019. We're doing a church wedding next year July 19 with 100 guests. Planning is not stressful at all for me. Coz' I already planned everything since Day 1. All I have to do is do it and call my friends/sponsors. I already got my wedding dress in less than a month after engagement and my hubbys Suit. We already booked the church and Banquet Hall, Signed the contract in group hotel booking. Bought the bridesmaids dresses. A friend of mine is sponsoring our flowers. I have a friend who will help as my coordinator. We already got the requirements for the church.

The only thing is not planned is that we're doing a civil wedding inside City Clerks Office in 2 DAYS!!!!! Yes, I'm happy that we finally getting married in 2 days. well, obviously with only 6 people. It's just a 2minutes ceremony anyway. But, although I've been dreaming for this day to come. I don't know how to feel. I really don't feel excited but I'm happy ofcourse. Don't have any doubts. We already got our Dress and suit ready for the Civil. The Rings, the photographer, videographer, It's all planned out.

I just don't know how to feel. Maybe it will come to me on the day or maybe after the wedding. It doesnt feel like it's syncing on me. It doesnt feel like it's real and it's really happening now.


5 Comments

Latest activity by Cheska, on October 2, 2019 at 12:17 PM
  • Sharon
    Super September 2021
    Sharon ·
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    It will become real and special when you're standing there. looking him in the eyes and saying your vows. Congratulations!!!!
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  • Cher Horowitz
    Master December 2019
    Cher Horowitz ·
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    It's definitely normal to have mixed emotions about such an important event! Try your best to enjoy and savor every moment Smiley smile

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  • M
    Legend June 2019
    Melle ·
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    I don't think it really hit me until i walked down the aisle aha like "oh shoot, i'm getting married!!!"

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  • Clíodhna
    WeddingWire Administrator January 2030
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    Happy wedding day, Cheska!

    As the PPs mentioned, the moment will become real when you say your vows to one another!

    I hope you have an amazing day!

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  • Cheska
    Beginner July 2020
    Cheska ·
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    It's been a week after I got married. And until now. I feel strange in a good way. LOL! I still can't believe I'm married! The ceremony was only at Marriage Bureau office (2 minutes ceremony, no vows only I do's). We waited for 2 1/2 hours. We (Everybody) is excited and by the time the officiant calls our name. We (I) got nervous.

    When we were saying our I do's. My Husband didn't hear the officiant saying 'put the ring on her finger' (LOL) I have to tell him 'grab the ring and it on my finger!' (everybody laugh) And that's it! After we sealed a kiss. I couldn't believe it until now. I'm still on cloud 9.


    I clean our rings every night. Keep looking at it. And I keep asking myself. Am I really married? Is this all real? even after loving together for 3 1/2 years. I feel we starting from Base 1 all over again.


    I feel somehow I accomplish something. The decision I made 6 years ago to bet on this love (27 years gap). Ignoring all the negative thoughts and bash from other people. I literally left my Mom for him because she is not approve of him. (We're okay now). I feel all those sacrifices are all worth it. It does makes sense now. TRUE LOVE really does exist.


    I feel strange, but I like it. I'm loving it. But it doesn't change I'm still in cloud 9! LOL!


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