Heartbreaking

No tears yet i cant believe this is even happening right now all the hard work i put into making my own dress, find a venue in across states, ordering all the decorations and stuff, finding staff, sending out invitation, everything i did to have the wedding of my dreams for it all to be taking away weeks before the wedding is unfair this is the only date that we were set on i even said if not this day then never i been with my man for 12 years now this was the day to finally put everything in order but now we cant even fly why me i dont want to change my date i just wanted to be a wife now even God saying no