Finally our countdown is down to 90 days!

It was so sad to see the countdown go from 12 days to 180 after having to postpone but yay we will be at 90 days tomorrow.


But with that being said only 3months away and Im starting to get nervous. I live in California and like most other states in the US our covid cases are rising. Specifically San Joaquin county is starting to have a lott of cases and im worried. Im trying to be optimistic because a lot can change in 3 months. But i feel like this is a setback.
We were still wanting to have our church ceremony and reception regardless if we can only have 50 ppl but what if its not possible in October. Im going to call our venue to see if we can put a soft hold on a date in 2021. I can imagine the year is probably filled up with all the couples who have had to postpone, we would be extremely lucky to get a date early in 2021.
It breaks my heart to think about postponing again. At least DH and I are already married which we did on our anniversary. But I hope DH doesn’t want to outright cancel again (which was his preference when we had to postpone until he found out we wont get any refunds). Im sad but trying not to get too worried but the OCD in me needs to have a backup plan.