I *think* I just need someone to talk me off the ledge lol.
My fiance is very laid back. Rarely mad, laid back, not eager to go hang out with people, takes himself a little too seriously sometimes, never excited, doesn't like to spend a lot of money and gets uncomfortable when he has to, doesn't enjoy traveling and isn't a fan of vacations. He's said he can do 2 days of honeymooning, but 3 is pushing it. We actually recently went on vacation for a week (ALL of which I planned out) and he was very unimpressed. He had fun on occasion, but he didn't love it by any means. We've both been married before so we're fine to not go all out. Something small is fine but I can't even get him to tell me if he wants to elope or if he wants to invite a few of our closest friends/family. He just has no opinion. He says the wedding is for the woman anyway, the women are always in charge and he never had a honeymoon after his first marriage so he doesn't care if he has one this time either. I can't get him to tell me where he'd like to go fort he honeymoon, where he'd even like to officially get married, etc. It's MADDENING and honestly, he blatantly, in a joking way, said he didn't want to talk about it (as he always does) & then pretended like it wasn't happening, spaced out and picked up his phone so I just shut down as well and the longer I stayed silent, the longer I became enraged. He *did* tell me that we could get married in the living room or 6 hours away and he didn't care because that just doesn't matter to him....which is sweet in it's own way lol. I just want to be a team and not do and plan and book and research everything on my own. In my first marriage I learned how to be the man that I wanted because I took care of all big issues (& lots of small ones). I had to in order to survive and move forward and obtain goals or I'd have not had anything and it's giving me those vibes again (although I think it's just triggering....not actually the case this time?...maybe? lol)
It doesn't help that my best friend is telling me these are such red flags because he can't have a conversation and contribute WHEN HER husband was always more than happy to plan and talk about things when they were wedding planning and then took her on a honeymoon that he planned by himself. She didn't even know where they were going and he made lots of things a surprise for her. I need to not try to compare...i know.
Idk...but is any of this normal?