Don't get me wrong, I'm excited to get married, and I want to get married, but I have not had a fun time planning anything. At all. Maybe a little bit in the beginning, but it's caused so much stress to the point where I'm having physical symptoms. When people ask questions about my wedding I usually say "I don't know!" and then they become disappointed that I don't have details. My mom even got upset with me because she thought I was leaving her out of stuff and ideas for my wedding planning and I had to explain to her that other than booking all of my vendors and discussing details with them, I literally haven't done that kind of detail-oriented stuff, nothing to get excited about at least.
There are so many people I'm (Facebook) friends with, people from high school, college, etc. who are so much farther ahead in their planning than me, and their weddings are after mine. I only know this because I creep on their already fully completed wedding websites haha, and then I feel guilty that I'm just not as into it.
Am I the weird one? I never grew up imagining my "dream wedding," and I just don't find any of this fun like everyone was saying it is. I tried to talk my fiance into eloping but we both agreed on a small-mid size wedding with close family and friends. Sorry, just venting I guess. I don't have a lot of others I can say this to...