I had a major bridezilla moment today, I am not proud of myself for it at all; actually I am embarrassed it happened at all. So my cousin who is also a bridesmaid in the wedding has not been making my wedding planning easier by any means. When she found out we were ordering dresses online from Azazie she made a huge deal out of this; told my mom that if we go through David's alterations are free. That's not true about David's. After many arguments with my mom and even going to David's because my mom didn't believe me. I sent my cousin the information for Azazie and got another argument back. I finally straight up asked her if she wanted to be part of the wedding or just a guest. She said part of the wedding, she just has a lot going on. Ok, not a big deal. Let it go and told her there is no rush at all for ordering her dress whenever she gets around to it in the next 9 months. Thought we were good.
Went on Facebook last night to see that she let her son (ring bearer in the wedding) get his ears pierced. I personally am not a fan of this. Just a personal preference, but whatever. She messaged me saying "Oh too bad you don't like it when boys have pierced ears because he will be wearing them for your wedding." I was like what the heck! I didn't say anything, like the post, nothing. So I called her and went off on her. I told her I am sick of her being a free loader on my parents and my uncle (her dad). To get a full time job because she is fully capable of getting off her a**. And if she thinks her son is going to wear earrings to my wedding she is sadly mistaken. She started screaming at me about how I don't care about anyone else but myself. I realize I was being such a bridezilla about the earrings, and am so disappointed with myself right now. I have been doing good, I have a temper and I try hard to control it. But I feel I was somewhat pushed. I can't make excuses for what I said, but I feel awful right now. Please tell me I'm not the only one to have a bridezilla moment?
