I have a history to PAs but have not had them often at all for the last 8 years. Was in a friend's wedding and had one so bad I couldn't walk down the aisle in fear of standing throughout the entire ceremony and passing out. Full on meltdown and didn't walk. tearful I ruined their wedding but they were so understanding. So because of that I am now scared that will happen for my own wedding. I wanted a super small edding but then was mad at myself bc of the fear and keeping myself from enjoying what I would have normally done. Its the quiet crowds that get me. Don't necessarily even have to be THAT big. So I am shooting for an outdoor wedding hoping that there will be the outdoor sounds and lots of fresh air to keep me on my feet - literally. I see a lot of posts on here about people worrying about ceremony panic attacks but nobody has posted an update. Did your fears come true? Im freaking out and I have 6 MONTHS still!