Afraid to pull the trigger and pay deposits.

I found a great and affordable dj... Fiance and I love him, and I don't want to keep looking. I spoke with 3 dj's and him and I had the best conversation and he has been totally helpful and responsive.

Yesterday we met with a really great photography company. We spoke with the owner and the head photographer who would be assigned to our wedding. Again that were amazing. The email communication has been great and the in person meeting was just great. They both were so helpful and so into our wedding. They are crazy diligent about backing up files and pictures, they bring extra equipment, they fully vet and test and hire the second shotters. We just really meshed well and they are excited for our wedding. Oo and said they 100% would help with time-line and just figuring out any ideas we have since we are doing diy wedding.

So we both feel really great about both people and company's. I'm just afraid to sign the contracts and send the deposits. Idk why. It's just a lot of money and seems so far away. I know it's not really that far, but it feels like it.

Anyone else feel that way?