Okay, over the 2 years of planning I've had 5 bridesmaids and 5 groomsmen. I lost my maid of honor after a fall out, then a bridesmaid dropped out because of financial reasons.
Fine. Whatever. I quickly found 2 other friends/family members to replace them.
Another bridesmaids then quit because of my 'uptight' and 'bridezilla' personality, although I've been nothing but rational as both my fiancé and parents have assured.
My cousin was going to be my new matron of honor. I had expectations she never met, as in I actually had to help set - up/take down for my shower because she needed to leave early. It caused such a strain in our relationship we were fighting constantly. Is it wrong to want my matron of honor and bridesmaids to just put aside their issues for one day and celebrate the soon to be happiest day of my life? Because I would do it for them. She quit on me last month, two months before the big day.
To top that off, I kicked another bridesmaid out that same day after realizing she had unfriended me on Facebook and muted the bridal party group chat, so I took it as she was no longer interested.
I replaced her with a male friend's girlfriend, who was also a groomsmen, before saying he couldn't handle my fiancé and dropped out with her.
Now, another bridesmaid won't be attending the ceremony due to work.
I'm at my wits end. I feel like everyone let me down. All I wanted was my friends support and attention for one day that was important for me! They couldn't give me that. Am I so wrong for wanting that? Now I'm down to 2 bridesmaids, both who show no interest at all.