38 days and i hate my Dress >_

I’m sitting here typing this while sitting in the dress, I’m completely just. I went with way too many people when I got the dress, and everyone was so excited. I didn’t like it to begin with, but after my mother made an insecurity comment towards me in the dress I DID like - I completely shut down. And I settled on this dress after a very long day.

But now, here I am, with a dress that doesn’t fit me, with sequins that I hate. And I have no clue what to even do. Do you just suck it up and deal with hating your dress? Do I go buy some dress off amazon? How do I tell my mother I hate the dress? UGH!