Hey WeddingWire.
So originally (Last September/October we asked them) I had 3 bridesmaids, one MOH and my FH has 4 groomsmen. Then one of my bridesmaids completely stopped talking to me for no reason and when I asked her what was going on and if she was still planning on coming and she BLOCKED me and I haven't heard from her for almost a year now. My MOH lives on the other side of the world and has to have jaw surgery so she can't attend my wedding (sad, but completely understandable) . So then I was down to two until I reconnected with a good friend of mine from HS, who was super excited about the wedding and who I visited only 3 weeks ago, and didn't seem to have any issue with coming down for the wedding or buying her dress. Just this past weekend though I reached out and asked her if she had been able to get her flight or dress yet and she said "oh I thought I talked to you...Im moving next month and I cant come to the wedding because I cant afford it plus COVID..." I told her I totally understand and good luck finding a apt and job etc but I am super upset because not even a month ago she was completely fine and planning on coming to the wedding, was looking at flights (which are SUPER cheap right now) and was about to order her dress. I already knew she planned on moving and told her that I could help pay for her dress while she got settled but she said it was no problem that she had enough to pay. So i thought awesome,its official shes coming, so I bought ALL the bridesmaids gifts (some are personalized so non-returnable!) and started to talk about planning the bach party. Plus she was totally fine with hanging out with me 3 weeks ago, and has been going out to places with other friends but now all of a sudden she isn't ok with it even though she continues to be around other people? I know I shouldn't be upset but the thing is that no one is excited for my wedding and I have hardly any friends so the fact that 3 SEPARATE PEOPLE have cancelled on me really hurts, even if they have an excuse. Thankfully I am good friends with FH's groomsmen (although one may be getting kicked out because hes being a jerk friend to FH) but it hurts a lot when I don't have any girls to celebrate with since my mom and I don't have a good relationship and the bridesmaids I do havereally aren't interested in my wedding or anything to do with it. I guess this is mainly just a rant. I just feel so sad and everything keeps going wrong with this freaking wedding I'm so done. 
