Is anyone else finding themselves getting defeated and bummed out over really silly things? I've always been extremely understanding and laid back but for some reason, have recently taken really minor wedding planning inconveniences to heart.
I've had several bridesmaids get pregnant in the past few months and I am SO excited and happy for them! But part of me gets a little bummed out knowing that they may not be able to attend my wedding events. I know this is so selfish. I've never been one to let these things hurt my feelings, I feel like I'm such a cheerleader for my friends. And I would NEVER let them know I was bummed, in the slightest!! But lately, I feel like I'm having to put my wedding on the back burner in order to accommodate their being pregnant - moving my shower dates in order for them to plan theirs, etc.
Is this normal? I know this is so silly and I should just clap for my friends without wavering, but I can't seem to shake my selfishly wanting to have my dreams come true and not have anything interfere. Is this just something that will pass? I hate that I'm even letting myself have these feelings!
-I'll add again, I know this is selfish so please don't come from me with hateful comments if you don't have legitimate advice-