So after I had to postpone my 220 person ceremony and reception when new restrictions came around was my first heart break. Then we went to 50 to 10 and it continued to break. Our parents and siblings bring it to 12 already. Our priest was still going to preform our church ceremony just for us 12 because getting married in a church is really important to me. I would rather be married in the church even if I couldn't get married legally it's the sacrament was the main thing. Now the archdiocese has completely closed all churches and now I have to go pick up my marriage license from him and find someone to who can preform a civil ceremony. Every time I am ok with my new reality it keeps getting worse. I am just hoping that I can still get married. It shouldn't be this hard to marry the love of my life!