He tried to kill himself.
I'm so lost I haven't slept or ate for 3 days. I cant go see him in the ICU. We were just talking about how excited we were to get married . Then he just . I had to find him. And now our whole future we planned is just gone. I have all of our wedding stuff . I keep replaying conversations and the situation thinking of what I could do different. Idk what im.supposed to do with this wedding. This dumb stupid wedding. I never wanted this stupid day . We both just wanted to elope but I was doing this for my parents. But we got excited. Now I dont even know where to go or begin. The love of my life is in a hospital bed alone