Such a bundle of nerves lol

We mailed out our invites today 🙂. We also went and got our marriage license which I have mixed feelings about. On the one hand it makes me excited because it feels that much realer. But I'm just a bundle of nerves over changing my name. I ultimately decided to keep my maiden name but also add my fh last name without a hyphen. I'm Bears hes Rizk so it was going to be Bears Rizk. I don't do well with any changes really lol and changing my name is just so huge, plus I have a son who has my maiden name. But me taking my fhs name is very important to him and I do respect his feelings which is why I was doing both. So we get to city hall and after we fill out the paper work the lady informs me in the state of NH they require the hyphen. I know its such a little thing, just a tiny dash, but its really bothering me, I have just almost barely come around to having the two last names and now I have to have a hyphen which I really didn't want. 😭😭