Should i cancel?

Well we were supposed to originally get married in June 2020, but yeh Covid happened (and is still happening). Here we are mid January and no sigh in relief and we rescheduled to June 2021.


However fiancé and I are having doubts if we should host a “big wedding” not really big is more like 120 people. Anyways, lately his family has been acting very strange. Brother basically told him to go screw himself, all sisters are selfish, drama queens (he knows I think of them that way). His mother is also all about her and she suddenly feels “ill” when any planning takes place.
My side of the family, well funny this happened, last November we were having a small gathering at our place and through my security camera when cousins were saying goodbye to us, 2 of them gave a smirk and rolled their eyes right behind us! Caught it on camera.
Anyways we are just very stressed out, we don’t know if things will be better by June, we feel that why should we pay for the wedding, to please angry, selfish, ignorant, and non considering family members? Like they are not going to change. We already deposited money to our venue and really if we can get money back great if not, we feel indifferent. Is this bad?
We were thinking of having wedding ceremony at our church, but not sure what to do after if we don’t go with the big wedding. Thoughts, recommendations? Support? LoL
Thank you!