Ok so this is a long one, and has intense soap opera vibes.
Condensed version (although it won't seem like it): last Thanksgiving I got my ancestry DNA results and found out my dad is not my biological father. He found out then as well. Happy Thanksgiving! They have been divorced for almost 20 years so there was no reason NOT to tell me the truth. When I confronted her she was an absolute jerk about and got all snarky with me and literally asked me what I expected her to do about it. Yup that's right! I found out that he had been asking my mother for years to tell me the truth so I could know my surprise Ashkenazi and military heritage. He died that Christmas and all I got was the chance to exchange a few emails. I'll never get the opportunity to have any kind of relationship with him, not to mention what she did to trap my father. She knew she was pregnant with another man's child and told him it was his. My poor Dad. So my mother and I are on speaking terms (thank god i live 3k miles away and can't slap the snot out of her) but she takes that to mean that everything is a-ok! I speak to her only because someday she will be dead and I MIGHT regret not having some kind of relationship with her. There's a whole bunch of other drama that's been building over the last 37 years, so it's not just this one event. She's lucky she's still invited and she's lucky I speak to her. That being said, I really just don't see myself having her involved with the whole getting ready business that day. I see her as a guest and not much more. I just don't think I can stand to pretend to be all happy when she tells me how beautiful I looks, with tears in her eyes, how much she loves me and how proud she is. That might sound crappy to you, but I've been just keeping my mouth mostly shut for the last year and I don't feel like I should have to do that on my wedding day. I'd prefer to just have my cousins help me. The advice I'm searching for is whether or not I should just try my absolute best to pretend we have a good relationship so she feels involved and the peace is kept and I don't have any drama? Or is there a way I should tell her beforehand that this is the choice I've made? Or do I tell her to show up at 4 like the invitation says and hope she doesn't realize that I've quietly pushed her out of the picture? Fyi she royally screwed up the 2 menial tasks I gave her for the wedding (had to pay for a second tasting by another party) out of complete nonchalant lack of prioritizing me over her kitchen renovation. Thanks for reading this book....please help!
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